so much is happening lately for the better and the worst. high school is over and now im working full time. on the symptoms signs i exhipit little to no occuring symptoms, my symptoms tho are growing. i see scenes and experiance episodes where im doing things that never happened.
  every morning i wake up in deep depression , i see my dad lying on the floor with blood surrounding himm. i hear this noise and it invokes an emotion. he is never dead i snap out of it quickly and move on, if im fazed then i call him but i am secure usually..

...i will talk later about my perceptions of things but im tired from  my seraquel, goodnight