Hope, Faith, Patience

Hope

Faith

Patience

This is a cycle that helps me find what is needed to carry on. This is my explanation of how this benefits. Moods need to be maintained for me and many i love. When i am not centered and controlled, i loose ability to live my life how i want to live. This is torture and loss of control. but there is hope so here it is in no particular order...

Where am i?? here. Where will i go? There, there is bliss i have co-control over, events happen and i respond. Responding to all with open love will bring the future i see. I see tearful blissful love-filled light. of unity and oneness. 

When faced with fear...

HOPE
Loss of hope is despair and giving in to your darkness/the fear. Hope is wishing for _____ (blank) I hope for strength and that everything will be okay. I, myself have walked a very different and distant path and am fortunate to be here now. I have seen evidence through personal discovery that time isn't what we were taught. I have hope that things will get better and always, ALWAYS be okay :) I see this for knowledge i believe in full heartedly, for the worst can be happenED rather than will happEN.
When faced with tomorrow bring a solid breath and smile and nothing will hurt you. What is see is faith that if you do, and are, become and live in a true manor with diligence towards your most absolute and honoring to yourself action after action. if you TRY it will be. no matter what. If this is your word it has happened.

HOPE leads to the next aka the future.

FAITH
This is susceptible to being tainted by others and corporate others definition. As all but what i speak of is open ended not tagged as magic, religious, 100% solid for this is a belief. Faith is universal and can be simple to complex. Do you have faith that you will live through today? That you will not be hit by a bus this next second, even if you are inside?? Do you believe you can fly? Or in what others say and have told you?? Faith is a belief..not a fact that would be a different word.
Faith is very natural and i would just guess necessary for daily survival. If you believe/have faith in, you will die when you get home than it would be natural to assume you would have extreme emotions getting home that night. You could be plagued with fear and bargaing, hatred and blame, or Acceptance and readiness. What ever your faith is you act upon it. NOT what you choose to tell others or lie to yourself you believe in but you act upon at a deep level your actual belief in whatever is. Lying makes trouble for everyone.
As you act with faith knowing that you will die you enter your house. You see nothing is wrong and continue. as you fall asleep that night you realized your faith in such a radical belief was false do you cry? smile? such and such??
Disappointment, relief and denial seem to be very common when one sees falsehood in a belief based on faith. This is human no worries. I like to see faith as when proven wrong, truer knowledge may be formed and a greater goal may still be obtained. much has been learned and more will as well. I don't always follow advice of course ;-P

Faith is a tool to be used, it has many actions positive and negative. be careful with this tool for it may turn in to a weapon, and sometimes weapons have double edges.

PATIENCE
This takes much discipline. Discipline to dampen frustration and develop technics that must be of person understanding. With much patience boredom can stop existing :) in 2009 i developed a hight-end level of patience, that i look to regain, in that i could wait for the everlasting loading bar on a computer screen to slowly creep with a smile on my face and lessons learned. This is a huge self esteem booster.
But patience is most important when used inward. Without patience for yourself, for your growth, for your trials to obtain completion, for your control of emotional urges..without this patience you have an enormous ability to develop self hatred, low self esteem, poor self image, despair, neglect of self care, so to say you screw yourself over.
Patience is hard to develop for it takes patience TO develop. I recommend a good teacher or book for aid. Patience for others is difficult and causes trouble on both parties. People do there things on there time, not my time. This can be aggravating and upsetting. This hostility i don't want to outwardly project, if necessary dialog may be traversed but only if it is not hostile and informatic (i think i made up some of those words..)
patience comes with a reward.