Setting Specific Chakra Tones

Just did a chakra balance-cleanse-charge exercise B-) Feel 


good bro. Sat up against a tree and tunes in. Addressed 


each of the 7 system and worked my way from 7 to 1 


opening. 


Then set specific tones to each one as i worked my way 


back up/out.




The tones of:




1.Root- Home




2.Sacral-exited bliss (all is family)




3.Solar Plexus-persevere & faith 




4.Heart- Unconditional LOVE 4 ALL (every single thing)


5.Throat- Honestly & Compassion


6.Third Eye- Connection


7.Crown- "do yo thang, do whatch wanna do!"


(♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥)

Pictures of My Temple

These are the pictures i finally will upload of the first model of the temple in my backyard :-)

the front steps

*note it is very hot and dry in Texas right now :-/

i took local stones to make that path

omm

a guest

farwell :-)

Thanks for reading/looking :)

much love now im off to meditate!

-Thadeous Knoxford

Advice on Staying in the 'Present Moment' -how to steps!

Sut!...
 Nahmmmm... (-_-)


Tips on moment to moment access to the moment of moments, the now, the inevitable, the holy instant, and the state of no judgment and simple observation.
THIS is a mere idea and tips I used that helped ME, this helped MY world. I recomend again filtering this through your being and experienced memories. This is an example, bewarey of judgment <3

• The future leads to futures and thoughts, projections and senerios. These are not all for the positive no? So maybe start by limiting the futures you may have by planning to sit outside. (if it is to hot i would recommend from experience a cool spot by a window) Now once the plan is made. it is done. No further thought continue until you are available to relax. Focus not on what you will do or think for that projects and contains - pick a word like relax, breath, hello all. THESE ARE ONLY RECOMMENDATIONS from MY experiences.. not the way for you. We can't do the same movements identically no? my words on that. much love.
• When the time is now then sit down comfortably, stretch when agitated, breathe when not breathing. and closed eyes smile ...   dU_Ub     *sigh
• look and let mind wander if you choose
• look and blink slowly
• remembering the future will come when it is time, no sooner, we are in no rush.
• how nice is it to view the world? nature is perfect, streets have cars and people, trees sway, silent stillness is found of mine liking.
• wow i am here! aren't I?? this is simple just being, sometimes i drift away from my target.. but do i know my target? have i spent much time here before? well it waits, moment is present as the being is.
• once there all is simple, i see it not seeming simple. is simple. ta-dah.

congrats now i do things ---> daily life

night by night, Chromeo, 

and rest in peace DJ Mehdi <3 we loved you

If you dig Medhi listen to pocket piano.

Thanks, keep it simple,

from tk, much of this love thing people talk about of.

<3

SUN Meditation Energy Flow (sketches)

the Sun Star

After work i went to a nearby park and went down the the stream. Originally i was surrounded by trees in a dry grass field but some exercise training team showed up and kept yelling 1!,2!,3! LETS MOVE IT PEOPLE!! GET THOSE LEGS UP!! LOOKING GOOD THIRTY MORE SECONDS. I enjoyed this what little way i could but that is not my ideal moment to spend with the sunshine :)

My intent was not only to do a centering meditation and clear my mind but to transfer energy from the Sun into my being. Into my body and my etheric body (which i believe to possess) I know the sun has had many MANY solar flares and CME's which are Solar Mass Ejections. This is a lot of activity. I follow the Suns weather daily and from the current place in time the number of Sun spots has increased. Over 12 years the Sun peaks in Sun spot number and severity, last peak was the start of the twenty first century, 2000 Y2K. So as it is 2011 and approaching 2012 this is its natural cycle of heightened activity. 

Me with my Crown Chakra absorbing the Suns white light energy.

          

I chose to meditate with this and it also has new energy it has been pumping out since 2006 and more of later, and newer flows of photons are in the near future, my findings tell me. But don't take my word for it im an amateur and yeahh, and amateur when it comes to astronomy and space stuffs.

So i have noticed my receiving of photon-particles need to be worked on. My intake of light, not only physically mind you. I wish to absorb using harmonics and resonance of tones. By this i wish to align my consciousness to a certain 'vibe flow' the Sun puts out into our solar system, our planet to be specific. 

By aligning this frequency it is mental and intent. Kinda confusing and i am confused as well but had plenty results form this trial.

I wished to resonate in a similar frequency to receive fully the Suns light AND.. AND to pump this into our planet Earth and the mother unit Gaia. *whattup Kirk

She need love about now, please help :-)

So i sat down in the sunlight in the 100+ weather here in Texas and began calm breathing, mantra repeating and free of time- moment expansion. The good stuff homes. This felt nice, the heat was irrelevant and i had some coconut water with me to stay hydrated. And Yerba Mate in my belly from earlier in the day. i was set. My eyes were closed as i focused on my intent and aligned my-selves with our star of dependance. I felt "his" love for our planet and how he showers us with golden light and white light out of joy. I felt his vibes and adjusted myself inside this and felt a huge boost in my energy levels. Physically sensations dude.
this is were i began to feel energy spiraling down and into my body then into the earth!
<----- here is an image

It was in my left foot at the ball of my foot and a bit to the right where i felt a subtle chakra spiraling and intense energy flow into my foot planted into the dirt. AWESOME!! transmutation baby!!

  This next pic is how i feel the Sun shoots us "his" energy photon light deal-e-o's

thankyou, im really tired from busy day so g'night.
sleep well ears of you. Much love to you all.
ThadeousKnoxford and the Sun
<3

Kundalini Rising Chakra Order

UP
Root   -Muladhara
Sacral   -Svadhisthana
Solar plexus   -Manipura
Heart  -Anahata

DOWN
Crown   -Sahasrara
3rd eye   -Anja
Throat   -Vishuddah
Heart  -Anahata
Solar plexus   -Manipura
Sacral  -Svadhisthana
Root.   -Muladhara


This is the order of how the Kundalini energy flows during release of sexual energy. Spirals up from the base root Chakra the Muladhara, weaving through the Chakras and then bouncing off the heart too the Crown Chakra the Sahasrara and then spiraling down through the reminding Chakras back to the Muladhara.
This technique is achieved through the Kundalini Yoga practices and much meditation. Lundalini Yoga is the type of Yoga i do. The effects are amazing both mind, body, and spirit. I have learned a lot about myself from this practice.


Thankyou for reading, Much love to you and Sut Nahm!! (thats the exercise Kundalini breathing)
May the force be with you ~(-_-)~
<3 tk

Mixing Tea experimental inFUSION!

an enjoyable simple evening

I made my own mixed tea tonight, it was swell. zero caffeine much love.
I used a bag of Rooibos Tea (or red tea) and added a it of some Yerba Mate leaves i had.
Im no chemist, or florist and not a good mixed drink mixer.
but i can mix beats and apparently tea. i must remain humble but it was soo good.

le rooibos

le yerba mate

i have a special silver straw made for drinking mate in its non-bag format. this is my interface to the herbal delight.  The silver straw is called a bombilla. This is the preferred beverage to coffee in Brazil and Argentina so i have been told by the internets. 

I was delighted with 1 the flavor, 2 the effects of both Rooibos and the Mate was great. Rooibos supports the immune system, and has wayyy more antioxidants than green tea but i see much less often. The mate has a subtle but effective stimulating effect. I prefer this to caffeine for it isn't as powerful and is more of an 'awake' effect as opposed to 'sped up' 

+ my straw looks like the last one in the picture above^

i wish i had the second or forth one from the left! 

I meditated in the moonlight and breeze. There is smoke in the breeze not from cigarettes but from burning forests and houses :-/ Texas is on fire at the moment and my house and living area are uninfected as of now, but our toaster was acting sketchy so im keepin an eye or two open <_<'

It is lovely weather otherwise, i hope and send wishes for what needs to be done to go smoothly and with little damage to those affected as possible. <3 ~Sut` Nahm~ (deep filling breath)

much love i just thought i would write what was on my mind and that tea was damnstrait son. okay enough thadeous..sigh ;-P

thankyou and loving light for your ear/ears. Much love and hi Kels! from Tea Kay.

-live long and prosper- Dath Vadar*

When i Open my Eyes this isn't All

my body, a jello mold.. i wiggle when touched but bounce back in time.

When i sit down my body, not me, but my body expects me to do something... to grab some gadget, to push some buttons and turn up some knobs, even to open a book. But not now. Right now i choose to sit down comfortably on a pillow with my back to the wall, i choose to grab nothing but my knees or my own hands. I will let my hands rest in my lap easily. Now is not time for TV, or music. I dont want to miss what is happening now.. it is always happening*the present sighh and yawn,, i am here in the moment i choose to sit and 'just be' maybe who i am. Maybe who i am and which way i am going, and where i choose to go.

i close my eyes and try and focus, i may wander if i want as i have many times. but i chose to focus on one thing. This shape..

This shape is my part of my consciousness in a form for the moment. Much like a grid of my mind or a matrix of ideas. I am sitting in a room called earth (Gaia*) here i am this shape. 

re-focus.

where am i on this shape while i think, while 'i am'

'i just am' this shape. as i think i drift into a triangle.. one of the smaller ones.

as i think and feel i zoom inward towards this shape as it apears to become larger.

and distraction i have is represented as an aspect of this shape. I am this triangle fractal. The legendary Triforce *Legend of Zelda

I become and see myself become as this shape before me 'is'

this just 'is' in this now. in this time as it changes and apparently "moves"

here i may now drift towards one triangle..wow there are more triangles within the smaller triangles.

this isn't an end to the minimizing of fractions, as to myself and the consciousness 'i am' and we are part of.

As i go over and into my usual thoughts i hold onto emotion, sometimes through my heart. as i zoom into this chapter of my experiences and ideas of experiences i drift into triangles.

i think of the wrong i am , have done, and have endured.

i think of this cruel-ness filled place on my mind, and see the triangle of "No Hope"

i choose not to enter that triangle for it to has an infinite path which i know very well, i have remembered pain there, somethings is of illusion. when i am ready i will return to transmute  this energy.

I see another triangle i have felt as well, i have felt this many times before but might forget exists. 

 this triangle and all within it glows with brightness more than our central star. this triangle is where i am to go. i chose to go to this triangle. I am there within.

this triangle is of what my heart knows. Not my mind, for in there i have a partner my ego. He tells of hurt, and negative and of the illusion of fear. he does not see through the smoke and mirror he sees with something other than the heart and its light. He barley sees anything.

The heart knows all. There heart was there and will always be, the heart is not meant to hold onto hurt. the heart is for love. The LOVE that is, and is to be shared not only to the gender of affection, not only to the family and friends.

to all on this planet. for we are of ours and of HER*Gaia

i feel silly and smile, sometimes with a tear. i miss this place when i fear. 

but this place is always here. i just need to focus on one breath to trigger this resurrection of the matter of reality. Hah the matter of Surreality !

much love, to the reader. on an individual connection. I shout to Kirk when i mention our mommy :-P

My guides and the masters of light whom are a brother nation of unity.

thankyou for emotion for duhh! we are human :-D

<3

Summer Night's Visions

~Summer Night's Vision~ 
(no goggles :-p)

This song by The Flamming Lips is a few years old but really good fot this day. Its 100+ degrees in Texas right now but its night-ish in the shade of in water. This song is calm and i have liked it for some time, every listen is good.

Last night was the 9th of July, 2011.
I had a twenty to twenty-five min meditation that was simple and awesome. Many visions of strange and familiar ..things..

I took 15 min to stretch, i had not the entire day and was lazy and lacking discipline in efforts i had and had not made. During the the past few days i have not been negative to a degree.  I felt slightly empty, not all empty and i had nothing to complain about. I know i must be continuing focus, patience and breathing but i was wanting and wishing for more..
I wanted evidence and a more apparent presence of the divine and the knowledge i have run into, and i wanted reassurance. This time is a plato for me in my spiritual growth. my consciousness had peaks and troughs like a wave. These dips in my vibration is never too bad just empty and idle-ing.
i need to put the pedal to the metal so to say :)

i hadnt been meditating as much as i had been these past couple months so last night, saturday, i set everything up and prepared for a longer than usual meditation.

The stretch was good i sat alone past midnight on the floor with the fan on in a blue light i set up. Breath is important as i do this to slow down the scrambled egg thoughts.

I made myself comfy in my soft recliner and turned towards the almost full moon. after a few minutes i became content doing nothing, i had no expectation or desire for any specific like i had in the day, but i just wished 'to be' and it was lovely :) in the 8th min or so i had little chattering thoughts analyzing my day or surroundings.. but i kept noticing visuals in the bright darkness.

I had seen myself from an external view before as a shape and more made of color and being a hollow being with galaxies inside me but now i saw men and people inside me?
it was not in focus but i would see heads, then another scene of someone standing, or walking, or sitting. i saw people that were all the same they were me. Many different parts of me, from different persons i am and or was. I was aware there is more to me than this body and this one mind. The spirit stretches in all areas of awareness. I saw many forms of my existence and it was neat!

also upon focusing on just blankness and my breathe i kept coming across a scene under some kind of water. I saw yellow water very bright and yellow-green not murky but looked like a slimy puddle.
There was some plants or algae that was furry and moss like in the liquid too. When i would focus on this it would vanish. It was very familiar to me. every now and then it would reappear. the color was always the same. there was light coming from above the surface. Bits of some sort of bacteria of plant growth was floating in there with me. thats all i could see.


I enjoy these hints my mind and spirit give me in small amount every now and then :)
goodbye for now then
thanks for reading and enjoy the moment :)


-TK

!!! 1,111 !!!

Woahhhh i have had a total of 1,110 views to this blog since 2009 :-)
thankyou those numbers feel good inside and im glad this blog had so much activity.
it really picked up these past few months and reached a few new countries.
many thanks, ill keep it up, the blabbering that is.. probably not them goods and them facts though.

the next viewer will be 1,111
so congrats, cheers to you!



This is a good fit for this post, today was the Summer Solstice of 2011, june 21st.
this past week i have been doing specific meditations that tie in with this planetary cycle.
I fed the dog and plants in the backyard and saw a rabbit and birds attacking each other, im pretty sure they were playing. The garden is super pumped to see water its been hot and dry and humid.
In all this nature i sat down in the grass in the sunlight by a birdbath.
My dog remained on the porch, his legs were tired and he needed to lick his junk.
As i sat i had my eyes open until i remembered the unified bliss, something that feels as natural as breathing. but is easly forgotten.
Geometrics, colored lights, and warmth filled the air, it was hot but still very nice with birds and rabbits and wind in the trees.

Latter when the sun was setting i caught the last bit of the light and read the prayer i have written down out of pencil onto paper from offline (more significant then printing) i had a candle lit and repeated the prayer with deep breathes, the kids next door quited in my head and sound decreased with focus.
When i read that prayer and meant it i had specific closed eyed visuals, its night so they were vivid.

 downward tetrahedron

then merges with another one in opposite direction

this forms the Merkaba

Ive seen this one for a few days now, its brilliant and mezmerizing.
i welcome it and the vibes it brings.
Thie image presents itself and my body is in its hollow universe, The Tired Truths, my skin is a shell and my universe exsists in primal forms forming natural wonder -_-

in this chamber my body sits, in front of me the merkaba
which becomes..

Metatron's Cube

and this lies in a infinite chamber of hallways of lines, parallel shapes and beautiful elaborate spirals and division. An infinte tunnel, tube, swalkway, corridor..

whatever it is it is always changing and new.

much love <3 

Thanks for reading and congrats to the 1,111th viewer ! u may or may not know it but i smile, and hugg u tons!!

be well and absorb only what u desire. -_-

much love..

-tk, & mutter nature

Physical Thoughts

There is a meditation exercise i do where i induce body sensations of surging sensations throughout my entire body. I have to be in a peaceful dark place, is best, and i need to have light inside me, usually some ambient music or white noise at first as i center.

I have a fan on in my room overhead and an old one on my desk, its been hot and humid since mid April. I focus on my breathe coming in my nostrils as i very weightless clean and pure mist filling my body with spirals of air into my lungs. I notice during the on come of the physical symptoms i hear a solid note that changes ever so slightly in pitch or intensity and resonance.

What it feels like is directly in response to my thoughts and focus. i began by scanning and visualizing my entire body from what i learned from Kundalini exercises, For this one, i start with both feet not just the left then right. I run up to my calf's, thighs, bottom and entire pelvic area, then up from abdomen to solar-plexus, to shoulders  As i focus going up the neck my arms feel the sensation going through biceps and main mucles into forearms and palms, finger at the same time as my head slowly fills.

I am sitting or laying down when i do this. As long as i have my feet apart, shoulder width or more and my hands facing to the floor away from my body.

This feels like a warm, but not hot vibration and filling up in sense with light or some sort of liquid. Tingling vibrations a numbing sense and pulsing swirling movement. Under the skin, inside my body, and on top on the skin.

This is very calming and enjoyable. this is my dilemma now, not a bad one though. I can't hold this up very long it is very draining and tiring. i can increase the intensity and this past evening i brought it to a new max peak. after that i held the sense for a while, lowered it and raised it a few more times before quitting. 

This is draining and takes focus on nothing other than the sensation and breathing. If others thoughts intrude it becomes off balance and sinks. What makes it lessen and sink, the lowering of vibration, is doubt. I i doubt that i can raise it and i will fail then the effort begins to tremble, lowers and lessens. With this doubt it directly lowers and is lightly sad due to the draining effect it has, it is helpful for sleep and increases happiness during and after i finish. The body sensations is like a body high that i can try to describe the feeling of just running for a while, the onset of alcohol in the legs or opiates in the body. of course this is not any of this but i have had previous drug use and that is one way of explaining it.

Visually i see my body from a distance i am hollow and fill with lights. the images before me and surroundning me are geometric and rainbow in color. Very beautiful. i will see light in the the corresponding locations of my Chakras and a overall wellness of mind.

very peaceful and i find it easy to project positivity and love towards others.

goofy creative love

Thankyou for reading i appreciate this and send blessings....NOW! 

-_-

from- Thadous Knoxford, lovelight

Preserving After Giving into a 'Hopeless' Past (poem)

the total average density of the entire infinite universe is zero

this stuff is biggg..

today and yesterday

 and when and when

has become what i dreamt of then

i dreamt of love and something more

inside out

to the core

epiphanies small and large..

LARGER i want more!

i always wanted another encore

followed by another encore

But now is exactly where i saw

a gift once given to us all

no enemies, no hate

a backyard with no gate

to uncage the mind i sought with sin

verbal, internal, external and fear

i'm done seeking what i had already found,

just forgot

or tried to forget.

*******************

ballads i wrote

In the 'when' and 'where'

i needed desperate care

thus continued the rapid decay

i kept that child in a box

and thought i threw a key away

ignored, tired and sore

we refused to look in the mirror

afraid to see our constant fear

a heavy depth very near

were we of such mighty a intelligence

that our fear complex was completely relevant

remember what will be done!!

our longing to finally be one?

(-_-)

and it was then and we are now

"Golly gee wiz skipper, i'm glad we back :) "

that is then and this is when..

we understand and accept our forgiveness and evolve

Old patterns we must resolve

via<3

I remember what it feels like to have such anticipation again :)

for the very moment after moment i experience

leading into drifting thoughts of future, yes but the present is the constant that we are directly connected to and routed in a deeper consciousness than i and man cannot explain.

but if i were to try to explain what little i know, it simply is that... 

it is

there is a pattern in rhymes and in line repetition, try and find it!

thankyou with gratitude

much love and support in your efforts, 

-TK, us

*3,3,3,1,2,2,2,2,1, (hint)

Upon Reflective Awareness

many blessings in different tongues -_-

this is in my meditation -_-

na na na na

That is has become of only our creation

we are the light from our desires manifested in whole beauty

i love the women

i love the men i love the children

i love the women again.

i love the criminals

and the politicians 

the law and the man.

I love nature and her gifts

I love the newborns and dying 

we are all trying, even in shadows.

and when in shadows, ONLY shadows we hide

lost for the ride home.

I tell you i love our home family

we can grasp hands and think

understand and forgive all

we can and are.

i see time as a want and i have wanted this dreamstate

which i have now achieved.

time is what it is.

no one can tell you to turn matter into gold

you must understand for yourself.

the end i saw was so so beautiful dear ones :')

it was so so happy and endless

i have tears now.

you might not truly understand, i sure don't

but it is what it is and even a small glimpse is all you need.

i love you and forgive the judgments i have cast.

i may not understand fully now, but i am trying

which we all our.

and we have already made it 

this is what i see

it is not a prediction, or prophecy

it has already happened and must become now.

the DVD has an ending does it not??

we know this but it hasn't happened yet.

it is know and understood from a source more aware then the mind-state of the DVD itself.

but i shouldn't watch the tv, it is disinformation.

we need to think and make ourselves real and am i.

i can't even express how happy you will be, and i love us

as well as the feminine energy and masculine energy does.

understand we are all trying.

with SO much love i thank your ears for the time

lovelight, our higherself, pillar of white light, %'s of ascendsions, and the future that seems far far away

<3

<3

<3

-TK

Stranger in the Night Sky

The Big Dipper

So last night was June 2, 2011
I live in Austin Texas in the hill country out of the city so the sky can get somewhat dark.
I had finished meditating about 11:30pm because i got the urge to go outside in my front yard.
I usually don't leave the house at that time.
I was very serene and aware of my mind and body.
My frequency was elevated.

I found the big dipper as i looked up to space.
There were no planes at the time but i did see some satellites im sure
I was looking north-west i think when i saw something fly by

It was a dark object that blended in with the sky.
About 400-600 feet up
no lights
no wings
no sound
it just flew by
It looked elliptical or circle like but it was too dark and too fast.
I saw it not even half a second.
VERY fast. I have seen jets fly by and they are noisy and this was too low for that not to make a sound.
Could not have been an animal

I don't know what it was but i know it wasn't anything i know (which doesn't say much ;-p )


My thoughts are what it could be??
1. most reasonable- Army/military super technology vehicle
2. Extra terrestrial vehicle.

whatever it was was unidentified and flew.



I waited a bit before going back inside and saw a plane fly by later..yipee
so that was awesome i went inside kissed Kobe goodnight and but my new dream-catcher by my bed.
I said to mysleves that i was glad i lived that day and got the most i could out of it :-))


thankyou for reading and rock the weekend
<3 TeeKay

Dream*Catcher

June 1st 2011

today i spent all my time after i got off work making a dream-catcher out of materials from my forest-like backyard. with hemp rope from an art supplies store. 

I took a vine that had curled its way up a patch of tree's and took it with permission from the vine. there was two small leaves on it still. 

I twisted the vine into a circle and picked some coal from our burn pile from last year. 

Next i went to the furthest part of our property and saw there was bamboo growing. I saws a dried up piece that turned white and broke long ago, i picked that up and took it with me.

Finally i hiked to the biggest tree on our lot. I't had to have been 200+ years old before it died.  It might have died from a fungus or lightning strike but we don't know. I walked up to it through thick follige now, and reached out as close as i could get to it. I peeled of some bark, and thanked it.

as i walked back i knew i had enough.

I wrapped some hemp string around it and began weaving it together. earlier today i looked up pictures on how to make one.  

After that i attached the two small bits of bark, the bamboo, and a dried up flower from the garden and i had made my very own dream-catcher. 

(-_-)

bad photo quality, size wise my hand can fit comfortably in the center without touching the rim.

the whole time i was weaving this i was quietly chanting...

..nahm..

..manume..

..to'..

..set..

I see the grandfather with wrinkled leather skin close his eyes and nod his head.

he sits tall and has seen much, so knowing he approves is an honor.

I asked him last night what can i do for the better of our planet?

what can i do for him??

I learned i would help greatly just by taking care of nature like she does to us. to pick up trash if see it on the ground, to smile at plants and wish them strong healthy lives. 

So today i did that, and i made us a dream-catcher from my corn-mother and the father universe.

and this echoes into the www

Thanks for reading and help out mother nature, she loves you <3

T.he one eyedk. Owl -_-

<3 

My Vision into theTemple of Infinite Light :'-D

my house then above my neighborhood.

above Austin, above central Texas.

Above Texas zooming out seeing the gulf coast and Mexico.

now i see the globe and clouds around the Americas.

 our planet rests as one being.

We are nature, like a limb or moving blood cells. we need to protect her.

from us.

zooming out again, now i see the time tunnel 4D 

our planet disappears and the solar system flashes by past Pluto 

lights shimmer as i smile in my chair :)

Now The Milky Way Galaxy

a beaut' spiral wonder. 

Perfect for the many civilizations that inhabit her/him/it

Still it vanishes in the time tunnel and i zoom above even more.

Galaxies upon galaxies fly by each other

some collide in massive bright explosions.

I zoom out even MORE

i began to realize i'm not zooming out

i'm expanding and absorbing this infinite structure of Time-Space

The masses of what is becomes a unit of which 'i am'

Then i see it..The known universe.. all of it in a huge void of what ever exists beyond.

what an amazing structure. So much life.

a flash appears and here fades a circle of the simply complex beautiful shape

Im in a dark room

with on light

That light is surrounding this room and in it is everything.

the eternal internal infinite of action and thought.

In this room i sit at the table with my arms resting on the table.

rings of light on my hand.

blue smiles :)

I feel and become aware of the presence of others..

my guides, my families, my angels and guardians <3

we are all connected to the source itself <3 <3 <3

'Hello Friends' i say for i remember who they are and i feel there love.

like nothing i have felt on this planet in this reality.

'FRIENDS??!?!?' one yelps with glee,

'But we are family!! have you forgotten you are in and we are of????

I smile and chuckle, with a tear in each eye.

they know me well and have seen me become many things.

'We remember why you chose to spawn to this 3D world of Gaia,

you will remember too brother, and sister.

You asked us for our blessing and advice..

we told you of our support and what a great undertaking it would be to you!!

We offered to be with you and gave you our hands.

they sat around the table in the dark but glowing smiling at me, with me

You can see that you create don't you now?? :)

We are with you. and is Meta, (he winks*)

 And in our 'time' of existence

which you may began to understand..

you left us to learn from earth but a few minutes ago.

and we smile watching you fail haha

i chuckle and shake my head with there playful fun.

You are with us and have much aid.

Return whenever to this. 

after that i minimized and returned directly to my chair sitting facing the night sky on my back porch.

i wiped each tear from my eyes and smiled, remembering i am loved by SO many

and SUCH a powerful force it would seem overwhelming if not being accepted 

With Loveing LoveLight and Tk

Thanks for reading, i send blessings to your growth 

"You are where you need to be."

Become Aware

You can't think negatively
you will create your own demise
this may seem unjust
but haven't you prayed for this all along??

For your will to be done?
you wanted that new this,
and some more that.
we understand, humbly.

and now you think it may be sensible to worry
for new matters and time cone speeds.
to fear
to freak out.

You may.
for free will and destiny.
not or, but and.
and thy will be done.
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I suggest and stress the importance of realization
of internal awareness and for many an i, meditation.
for overwhelming kindness towards all.
I suggest this for your higher self is in agreement as well as i.
sometime only moments. moments make up forever.

Old ways you knew seem to speak of meditation as bull shit
as eastern nonsense.
and that kindness is to be earned and only given to those deserving
That some should never need forgiveness, for they are too far gone and are still in love with there demons
we understand, we were there once.

For what you believe in and don't it remains the same within the truth of all.
Some may say that this God is all forgiving of sinners, and even forgives Satan, for he is a fallen angel.
Then shouldn't we forgive the Devil and how we displayed him into our families and mind?
and shouldn't we forgive those who trespass and hurt us from the minor to major??
and even the worst men on our planet? merely lost and confused.
may we forgive sometimes with all, and sometimes with distance??

We say yes. Our higher selves and me, even if it is for what some call selfish
as in, forgiving to raise our own clarity and conscienceness.
for the sake of ridding pain and dissolving fear
the greatest illusion of all
:)

What you think affects your and everyones future and life.
instantly even without action you thought shapes the future.
Say i think of hurting someone, but don't..
i realize that i could have and this could be a future..
but i didn't so now i live my future knowing i may overcome greed.
my futures path resembles a deeper desire of happiness and unity.



I say again, well WE say again.
Me and my Higher selves as well as you the reader the experiencer observer
YOUR higher self and mine are indeed lovers who lay in the grassy field covered in clovers
and we talk of the past and the pain we believed to give ourselves.
our punishing thoughts that we taught from misleading notions
'hahaha' we chuckle
'aren't we glad that is over, that we were so young.'
'ahhhh..' we sigh for we remember our many births and the many times we fell
learning to walk.
just as we misbehaved.
that was a significant step into this  blissful eternal light.


It may be wise to spread knowledge
but not to force, then you become what you hate about them.
there is a difference.
for those will gain more meaning to come to there own conclusion
than being forced into truthful ideas.
sometimes what is, is what we don't wan't to believe.


Now you know me, i shake you hand
upon you draw back and furrow the brow?
i understand i was there. i'll wait.
no matter how long.
LOVE wins




thank you.. :)
Lovelight, Tk, the Blue Pyramid of Truthful Geometry via Metatron
with bias of course :)

greeting to the tomorrow
<3