The Ego and the Heart

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The ego is wonderful, i say this with only a little sarcasm.
Mine did a great job protecting me like an older brother would to a crippled younger brother.
Yes!! success we did it friend :)
Look at us!
:-)
Oh wow we made it far this time didn't we :) and i thank you.
i couldn't have done this without you. I could not hove done what i have without your presence in my head.
Now Mr.Ego, or what i once called 'me' or 'i' .. you did an amazing job, really you protected me the whole way through. From the injustice's that we saw fit to hide from. sometimes we fought, but not us in particular. We were good at hiding and forgetting :)
Didn't we conveniently forget that shit we did, we did terrible things that were just! we thought.. and then we thought some more, and pondered in guilt and grieved. During this pain we only saw the scary scary world that they all talked about. About murder on the news, and crime and to be afraid. There is a war we must fight or it will come to our doorstep!.. this made sense to us, so we swallowed this fabrication and pulled up our pants, tightened our belt and furrowed our brow. and yelled along with the rest of our scared race.
..sigh remember that Mr.Ego! gosh (side hug)
I am thankful now where i once wasn't..

I say to you my ego, that i am thankful and honor you for a job well done (-_-) you mastered this illusion and kept me safe.
but now it is time for me to do my own growth, just as a baby fly's the coop i must look out upon the open field before me.
You told me of its terrible distress's that the world had for me, and what i shouldn't do because there is a chance i might get hurt, feel bad, be let down or cry.
And this was true.. .. this was your truth :) there are many truths in that sense.

Now I look out upon this world from high atop this nest you grew me, and nor i see flame and thunder and hordes of disaster but i see potential and the simple beauty that everything is where it needs to be, sigh i see a day i am exited to live!

I am no longer the observer in this life path i once followed but now i lead this path as an experiencer.
This means that where i was (which was far away) doesn't matter, that what it did, and said and how they hurt me.. isn't relevant because i am FINE hah :) i can smile can't i??
:)

"Leaning am i to of the ego tells me truths" - Yoda would say this to me i assume

When we hurt who hurts??
When we anger who becomes angered??
When i become upset, disappointed, empty and sad... which one of me feels and becomes this??

To see without the ego you must process reality through the heart.

There is the body mind and spirit
The body has its own consciousness, the mind has many layers (like and onion donkey!) the ego has made itself a comfortable throne on how our perception is thrown.
The spirit has its many forms across this galaxy and universe.
Our presence and consciousness spans not just our infinite universe, but the many we have created and continue to this moment.

which do you choose to live with today??
the one who wakes up and say shit no more cheerios!
:-)
or the one who says shit there are no more cheerios!...hah screw it i think this morning deserves some eggs and a cup of tea. -_-

"We mistake, but can make and create.. so celebrate!!"-Lovelight and others



Thankyou very much this is an important post to me. My life has lined up to where i believe it was supposed to be, in order for tomorrow and the next. I enjoy the act of me speaking from my heart, and through lower minds im sure but i am very very thankful you have taken time to read this :) i hope well for you and your journey and all your decisions to be of your heart. We love you truly <3
-TK,

Right Now Upon Viewing This... We smile :-)

that moment is this moment

forever and always

it is so beautiful , and it loves us so much

consciousness is all, every creation stems from it..

being it a star, a building, a painting, a thought to a universe.

there is no end, no hell, no fear or sadness

yet we suffer, and cry and commit suicide.

we are silly and will look back and see, that we are here now

and in this moment, and we were here now.

we, our our highest of higher selves, right now can express it in effort.

it is always there but may seem far away, and i will beat myself up for not keeping it constant.

but consciousness is all :-)

every atom is held and maintained by the source.

which is from the kingdom of heaven within

when we live in the now we become more aware that we our on our path

and that we are where we should be.

but i remember and know now that every thought and feeling, idea and motion is where it should be

we cannot escape this love of the all

and it is inside and out every moment, and this moment of forever and more, before.

may u be filled and remember we all love each other and sometimes need reminding

There is so much more then a mundane reality where we walk alone, and in fear. Where we rival our family and spit on our friends faces. Where the ego has anger and hate, it needs health. ask and you shall receive.

The prayer i ask is for ease, comfort and guidance towards and for my efforts. 

I would not want the work done for me, i must gain and grow for myself but i am not alone.

we love you!! :-D

love and more, thanks friend for sharing your ears.

-Thadeous Knox, Lovelight, Guardian spirits, us.

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!!! 1,111 !!!

Woahhhh i have had a total of 1,110 views to this blog since 2009 :-)
thankyou those numbers feel good inside and im glad this blog had so much activity.
it really picked up these past few months and reached a few new countries.
many thanks, ill keep it up, the blabbering that is.. probably not them goods and them facts though.

the next viewer will be 1,111
so congrats, cheers to you!



This is a good fit for this post, today was the Summer Solstice of 2011, june 21st.
this past week i have been doing specific meditations that tie in with this planetary cycle.
I fed the dog and plants in the backyard and saw a rabbit and birds attacking each other, im pretty sure they were playing. The garden is super pumped to see water its been hot and dry and humid.
In all this nature i sat down in the grass in the sunlight by a birdbath.
My dog remained on the porch, his legs were tired and he needed to lick his junk.
As i sat i had my eyes open until i remembered the unified bliss, something that feels as natural as breathing. but is easly forgotten.
Geometrics, colored lights, and warmth filled the air, it was hot but still very nice with birds and rabbits and wind in the trees.

Latter when the sun was setting i caught the last bit of the light and read the prayer i have written down out of pencil onto paper from offline (more significant then printing) i had a candle lit and repeated the prayer with deep breathes, the kids next door quited in my head and sound decreased with focus.
When i read that prayer and meant it i had specific closed eyed visuals, its night so they were vivid.

 downward tetrahedron

then merges with another one in opposite direction

this forms the Merkaba

Ive seen this one for a few days now, its brilliant and mezmerizing.
i welcome it and the vibes it brings.
Thie image presents itself and my body is in its hollow universe, The Tired Truths, my skin is a shell and my universe exsists in primal forms forming natural wonder -_-

in this chamber my body sits, in front of me the merkaba
which becomes..

Metatron's Cube

and this lies in a infinite chamber of hallways of lines, parallel shapes and beautiful elaborate spirals and division. An infinte tunnel, tube, swalkway, corridor..

whatever it is it is always changing and new.

much love <3 

Thanks for reading and congrats to the 1,111th viewer ! u may or may not know it but i smile, and hugg u tons!!

be well and absorb only what u desire. -_-

much love..

-tk, & mutter nature

Clarity is Understanding the Bigger Picture

My father never told me, as scared child that i would go to hell for my bad deeds, for misbehaving. When i didn't listen and told him things other than the truth he didn't say that i was never allowed to feel joy again. Or that i would be damned to an eternity of suffering by a gracious god. I was never told i had to sit in time out, forever, for hitting my sister, and that i was never to be forgiven. For that is fair and how it has always been...  And that i would never be happy again. that i had made a mistake. If my dad told me this i would never try, i would be afraid. 

My father taught me to say sorry for the wrongs i had made, that is truly gracious, that is to be forgiving and that is to shake hands and that is to play on the playground again with the ones we thought were our enemies. 

im very glad in oneness, thank you say TK with Lovelight near

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