anything

there are only notes on the musical scale from A to G, including sharps and flats. anything u can dream up any emotion u wish to capture the instrument only becomes a tool. u can achieve anything on that note...no pun intended. not only in music can u play sing and preform anything but u can draw anything we our only restricted by our tools. without paint and canvas u cant paint your first masterpiece. without a flute of vocal strings your song remains internal. bring that to life let the world hear and see what u can do.

we also on that same principle can actually achieve anything. my dad has been an entrepreneur and always told me the sky is the limit. i believe tools are our limit, the laws of physics are our limit. you may be able to dream and sketch your design for a new bridge connecting the street but your materials have limits. but then could you somehow modify your metal mfor the brige so that it will withstand the mass of this arc.  what is carbon fiber.

you can do anything. that is it anything u can dream and to find how to simply ask urself a question, where do i begin. there is no wrong or right answer. i was talking to my uncle today during a car ride to houston and we talked about style. you could begin your design for your bridge in what makes the most sence to u but everyone will do this somehow with subtle diferences . this is style. we allllll have style even as we observe others ways of executing we think oh i would do that this way, others will see your style.

i have stopped trying to whitness what others percieve me as, for it has been misleading, i was tryinnng to meet and maintain an external apperance to control there thoughts about me. this is dumb and caused me much griefe. afterall i have depression and anxiety i can overanalize until it sends me into panic, and it has. i know how bad it is and it is terrible i know how to avoid and exploit this emotion but i lack the power somtimes.  ......



this is an idea i found inside and was fortunate to discuss with a dear friend. i am glad i had him to talk to.  this is the first post but not the first episode, i have a story that must be heard. -zzeerroo