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Tuesday, February 22, 2011

-this is to WORLD FREEDOM

-this is to world freedom 



I don't think its a wonder how events repeat themselves.
it actually makes sense. If every time i make a friend i 
hide parts of me. the same thing(s) will happen. It isn't
 amazing that the same things happen over and over again
for i have only been doing the same thing..over..and  over..and...
etc...

So i have a right to complain! i declare.. i can complain only to myself 
which serves me no purpose and has no fulfillment 
 for i am responsible for my actions no matter what.

"what does blame do bay??"
-"nothing....grumble..grumble.."


There is a perceived future when you scream into my ear,
that i will pull back in fear. but i might not. Maybe this time 
i am very calm and have had an amazing day, i felt alot of love and light so
 when you scream i look into your eyes and i smile. who knows.
i'm smiling now.

I am responsible for my actions i can scream or stare, with either implied intention.
i must face the consequences. This is lovely! :))
I have the almighty power of self reward!!
When i do well and help others, treat myself finely, and nurture
all aspects of my life, I am responsible. 
I can be handed a plate full of shit, and cry.. or not.
The fact that i control my own actions is amazing.
im more blow away by this because for a long time i didn't think this.
I choose my own beliefs too, and if i want to believe in something and cant
i will figure out why and how to believe,
 maybe i don't need to. Maybe my belief is wrong?
AKA open growth



So when i am alone, which unfortunately i think a lot, i am responsible.
This isn't grim, no, not at all. I get out of the darkness every single time.
Because i'm NOT alone. Not now, not ever. 

 We all hold onto this darkness, thinking it will save us. using it as an excuse
and how we are strong with it. And we may believe perhaps a whole life that it is an amazing power to command war. 
look at tears, i disagree.
but to yell and throw it (darkness) away is like trying to quite a child by screaming.


This isn't grim for when we crawl out, we, are responsible for our own feats :) 
Not in arrogant pride, but in calm self-built pure esteem. 
When you play your video game you don't want your friends to beat it for you
and then have them tell you about it and how cool it was to beat each level...
..Maybe you rather no one save you so that when you are strong enough (you already are) you can do it alone, for yourself. And then you have done it! and can take with it the amazing power of defeating your darkness.
+100 exp




///  '..you are amazing for doing it, even now..' it tells
'..you have dampened the darkness little by little..'
'..in fact, mountain by mountain..'
'..And every time you refused to be pulled down..'
'..and rather than push your same brother down ..'
'..you pull him up with you..'///

you pull him within
-Lovelight





congrats yo, for world peace cause it can't every be stopped for it never fights. it just lives. and it wins every time you smile. thanking you with lovelight.

Gladly, T.his K.idd 

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