Just now realized this happened as i was falling asleep the night of Halloween!
For Halloween i didn't do anything special, i volunteered at the hospital and then came home to my family. My mother said that 2 'trick or treaters' came by so her and my lil sis gave them a lot of candy! i went to bed at 11:11pm after stretching and doing a small meditation followed by a prayer to Mother Mary and Archangel Michael allowing them to assist me in my dream time. That routine has been a huge impact on me gaining lucidity in dreams and having deep meaningful dreams.
What transpired next had never happened to me before, that i can recall. I only remembered this just now while i was going into my silence and the memory came flooding back. so i thought i would share it here.
I woke up into a half awake half-asleep state gaining a little more alertness because i felt like someone was around me, or trying to get into my head. I could move and i turned over trying to shake it/whoever out. I don't know who or what this was but it felt like it was trying to scare and control me. It liked when i was scared and got pleasure and strength from that. I felt like it was not in the physical world but a bit away from us but clearly affecting my mind. I turned over then onto my back and looked out the window towards the moonlight and asked for divine white light to fill this room.
I called upon white light to fill my body and heal and protect me. This was when i knew i was still a little afraid and felt the presence of someone still by me in my bed, but i felt safe now and had a little smile. Any entity or energy that feeds off of my fear will not like the taste of light and love. I felt back to comfort and knew that this thing was gone. I fell back asleep quickly and woke up not recalling it.
neat little thing, glad i stood up for myself even in a barley conscious state and did what i knew to do. I feel like this was maybe someone attacking me through the astral, some sort of lower life form, part of someone's negative side, a psychic vampire..who knows but i feel proud i did what i did.
so let there be LIGHT!!
thankyou for reading friends
sleep well,
TK.
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