Unity, Can i Unify?

I have given the thought of unity some time to roll over in my head, i felt differing emotions towards myself experiencing this form of being. When i encounter hostile feelings towards certain principles such as others views on philosophies, contradictory opinions... sometimes i even feel hostility towards those who walk a path seeking to better themselves. I believe this could be due to jealousy, i have not ever been one to exhibit that thought construct strongly so when this happens i am forced to transmute/deal with or i suffer from my own guilt.

So when i thought about the path of unity first off i felt as though this would weaken me and mean i was not an individual. First i thought i didn't know anyone who shared the same vibes as me that i would benefit from joining together. also this basically made me feel 'less-than' and 'not special'

because of these negative thoughts on such a cheery subject i decided to question my belief upon this unity thing. I had a predisposition towards this on an earlier agreement i had judged this with. Many of my earlier agreements on 'what is' i have been modifying ;-)

here is a bit about what i see as unity consciousness being. 

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• First off this planet is a whole communion in itself, this planet exists of one living organism and a collection creates this. A collection of many MANY individual souls and creations. We have a wide variety of minerals, stones, and crystals that make up our land/crust of this Earth. There is not one similar crystal here even if it appears visibly identical. There is an ocean that spans and surrounds our Continent that is teeming with life in ever corner, invertebrates, crustaten, bone-fish, mammals,  and plankton. not to mention the vegetation and alive reefs. We have an amazing variety of plants and animals, insects and reptiles. Bacteria and chemicals. We have many different races of human beings from many different homes. Basically what i am stating is there is a HUGE variety of LIVING things on this flying sphere in space known as Gaia.

So this one unit: Gaia is a sole representative of every living and non-living individual or groups of individuals that reside on this planet. So i, myself, Thadeous Knoxford, am a represintitive of her. I am an individual representative of this planet and her almost infinte matrix of complex attitude.

This is where i come up to the feeling i have against unity, i have overcome a lot in my short life so far and am happy and proud of who i am today. I believe i am a nice person who has compassion towards all and has a unique perspective on life and unique knowledge from these experiences. I guess i hold onto this individuality and fear it will be lost in unity.

hmmm. i need to take this into silence again.
i have pinpointed a fear on that. Fear of being lost, forgotten.

ha those two words don't sound like they fit in with unity!
sigh, yawn.

thankyou, much love to those who read this, i am currently working on wraping my head/heart around what unity consciousness may offer me. Thanks to you friends :-)
-ThadeousKnox

The Triad of Consciousness

I came to understand the body/brain seporation from the mind/ego as well as the heart/spirit/HS fuller conscious being. This separation divides the aspects of ourselves we see, think and feel. I am not my body, i am currently inhabiting my body while i am here. If you disagree with that statement or concept then the rest of this will mean little or make no sense, regardless, enjoy :-)

body/brain: the physical matter of flesh, muscle, chemicals, organs, hair. As well as the matter of the brain and its neurotransmitters. Thats all 3D and physical. The brain is like an interface between the mind/ego and above. The brain is made of matter and is like a tool for the things that are not matter, or matter-less.

• a. mind controls body

Mind/ego: the ego is no enemy, why would we need to kill and enemy in order to ascend? The ego has an important role in our development i believe, it kept me 'safe' from what it saw. The ego's eyes are filled with tears and fears, it cannot see the beauty in its completion without the heart. (not the muscle heart)The ego was useful sure for sometime, but now we may detach him as a friend. We may need him sometimes here and there but instead of killing him, hiding or suppressing him he can just be. A point of reference, and an idea. Maybe think of the ego as a program (to you technoids) a series of outcomes from any given data will always result in the ego responding with fear.
I mentioned the mind as well for they lie in the same bed. The mind is not matter (same as ego), and is very wise and powerful, the brain cant use all of the mind for i believe it to span a much greater distance than our tissue flesh, maybe the mind is infinite. What does the mind do?? The mind may think and compute and problem solve and contemplate and occupy. it doesn't feel, this is the next step up. and the ego IS NOT AN EMEMY!

• b. mind controls body, consciousness creates mind/ego.

Spirit/Soul/Higher-Self/ Pure Consciousness :
What we are left with is all. The never-ending. The zero point black hole and the white whole. Consciousness has many names it is being at one with all, being at one with the creator source. Consciousness spans past and before infinity and is the ultimate connection to anything of 'substance' this feels, and simply is. Higherself is of our nature at an advanced point, where we will be and become in our full consciousness, we have limited use of our consciousness currently. If you are reading this and are aware of our state of being as fully consciousness then i welcome you to my heart and you are inside with me and all. The spirit and soul can never die, never break or detach from the connectivity of the oneness, or the grid i like to say. The spirit has want for evolution and to lean and grow back into the light. Not just into the light being the oneness and great all, but BACK to the source and being whole with what is. the soul has no negative feelings and loves all. This may incarnate where it has a choice and set agreement and it may reincarnate many times until fulfilled. The act of ascending is becoming one with your inner and upmost desire which flows into and towards love. Describe this however forever it is amazing, all that is not of it is negative, the heart know the truth regardless of how it makes one feel the heart waits and smiles.

• c. mind controls body, consciousness creates mind/ego. Consciousness is connected to ..more.

i will speak soon of what can make the mind succumb to that will effect the state of consciousness?

what physical acts may we succumb to that will effect the mind/ego and then the state of consciousness?

hint* TV, and booze.

Thankyou for reading this! yay, i wish to elaborate on this topic and into other flavors of it. Much love from me, lovelight, the feminine energies i wish to expand upon and my near friend 11:11, im sure she supports the love.

<3 Thaddeous Knoxford

Sacred Geometry Sketches

Yawwwnnnn i scanned this the other day

im tired now and need to sleep, it's almost tuesday :)

I thought i would upload this to keep 'Surreality' active 

i have been alive but without things to write on

but have good feelings towards you all -_-

This guy i made quickly and i am messing around with only having pieces of man, shape, in the picture. I like hands they have a mind of there own, the shapes on the left..

SHAPE 1:

dual tetrahedron, merkaba, hexagon, platonic solid, icosahedron.

SHAPE 2:

 icosahedron pattern, octagon, eight spheres on flag posts spinning counter-clockwise

SHAPE 3:

Hex, 6 sided shape..i don't know what shape this is but i draw it with a triangle pointing downward with rectangles on all sides then connected with obtuse triangles, 7, 11, 19.

SHAPE 4:

 I like this one :))

Two almost cubes; the part of the cube that intersect are 2D squares, on the 6 sided (cube)(depending on angle) there is a empty space filled in with right triangles. I like the play on blank space and again...i like squares ! <----- dorky yupyup

So in summary i saw eat your words professors and teachers of mine! i learned the shapes and know a thang or two about geometry..i just needed inspiration.

inspiration from the conscious vision of the grid, the matrixes and the planetary grids.

here is a cool pic i found online...

word.

live long and prosper. don't judge unless your judging your egos perception on things. live with love and peace.

thakyou, -TeaKaay

+ sleepiness