Have you a Wife, have you a Husband??

The pain, fear you have felt or are in is Illusionary

not to diminish its power or severity, this is sick force yes?

I speak from where i am, and where i was. 

A place that is so distant from the truth and facts about what life is

not what i was told, or felt.

Life is more than we humans can imagine,  and i think thats a good thing.

When you couldn't cry or escape, we were there

when the dark tunnels cornered you we were there.

we saw things differently, we saw the solution and that you had already made it out

In time you will stop blaming us for not intervening.

We would have if it was necessary, and maybe did :)

For you applicate your own strength in personal efforts overcome

through your own will power and desire you ended the black hole of fear.

You are glad that no one saved you, for now YOU have grown up. now you see what we saw.

from the other side, through the fog and behind the mirror.

We are you in 1

in a mind of singularity

not from distruction but 

from unity through masses

We would say we are from the future but there would have to be a future to come from.

but we helped many times, only from afar and silently..shh

And then there are those who had a fork in the road presented to them directly from the source. This wasnt easier at all. this was a pathway of choice. 

And a naked wake up.

That side you dont like remembering :) yes, it is okay.

In fact it is very minor to worry from.

This ordeal and sequence caused MAJOR chaos to you.

it is unfair you said, this is bullshit you thought.

but you smile with us now??

Speed Bumps honey, you understand now??

dont compare with glare

We are the same as you, the observer, the experiencer, the creator

Have you a Wife? Have you a Husband?

have you told them of your past, the pain you overcame?

and they love you through this and for your survival

they congradulate, hug, and become your lover

only since you successfully rose to the occasion ;)

They are there for you now. 

and as you tell them of your past 

they are there with you even then

when you were/are in the darkness

they were there with you via timelessness 

all trials are minor when stood next to your ultimate :)

<3 This Kid