I'm not Bragging i'm Proud ;-)

being present in my meditations is a joy to achieve but also sometimes a difficult task to focus on.
the areas i would like to improve this with is better focus, memory, diligence, and for it to be even cooler than it is now.

i am very satisfied, the Vishuddha energy is understood through the 6th and geometry and eyesight of Metatron with the new understandence on the nature of my desire, both egotistical and benevolent.

to eleborate what do i wish to speak? why do i wan't to say this? what response do i seek?desire and deserve? how will i explain this vocal vibration?
do i?
 Julian Moore- girl you know its true; dancy trance chords of a remix of a track i remember from a time i had difernt pleasures of tounge in my musical pallet. kinda euro anthem-esque and not something i could listen to twice but it was right for the moment as i typed this..anyways

I will display my art in the secret sacred ways of mathematics and geometrics (say gemotrics like a british fella') i have only been sketching but am in a spree of burning through sketch books.
i need a computer, scanner, and tables or/and programz.
with technology i can make my visions move for you, my art is captured in a single frame which is agrivation for it moves and changes in beautiful ways i might never be able to convey.
i draw what i am only a pencil for, i am given visuals in closed eyes now with inspiration, i am not some cool fella who has super talents just lucky and honored to have it easy.

but with the magnetic energies out from the Vishuddha and into recieveing mine and or ours, i may undertand that knowledge i am honored to be given, thakful truly :)
we earned our seat on this bus, it may be uncomfortable but we will move when we move, i say jump ;-)


i will ramble on the night is premature like .... something that is premature...

In respectful completion, this post is about what desire we have and are ashamed to have. why and how and what?? hah and the Vishuddha Chakra, which need be utilized for truth.