Preserving After Giving into a 'Hopeless' Past (poem)

the total average density of the entire infinite universe is zero

this stuff is biggg..

today and yesterday

 and when and when

has become what i dreamt of then

i dreamt of love and something more

inside out

to the core

epiphanies small and large..

LARGER i want more!

i always wanted another encore

followed by another encore

But now is exactly where i saw

a gift once given to us all

no enemies, no hate

a backyard with no gate

to uncage the mind i sought with sin

verbal, internal, external and fear

i'm done seeking what i had already found,

just forgot

or tried to forget.

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ballads i wrote

In the 'when' and 'where'

i needed desperate care

thus continued the rapid decay

i kept that child in a box

and thought i threw a key away

ignored, tired and sore

we refused to look in the mirror

afraid to see our constant fear

a heavy depth very near

were we of such mighty a intelligence

that our fear complex was completely relevant

remember what will be done!!

our longing to finally be one?

(-_-)

and it was then and we are now

"Golly gee wiz skipper, i'm glad we back :) "

that is then and this is when..

we understand and accept our forgiveness and evolve

Old patterns we must resolve

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I remember what it feels like to have such anticipation again :)

for the very moment after moment i experience

leading into drifting thoughts of future, yes but the present is the constant that we are directly connected to and routed in a deeper consciousness than i and man cannot explain.

but if i were to try to explain what little i know, it simply is that... 

it is

there is a pattern in rhymes and in line repetition, try and find it!

thankyou with gratitude

much love and support in your efforts, 

-TK, us

*3,3,3,1,2,2,2,2,1, (hint)